Today was the last day of school for the term for two weeks and I convinced my Mum to let me have the day off. This is fantastic as I got to sleep in and read and bake and do things I haven't been able to do in a while. All in all it's been a really good day so far as Mum wasn't even home for most of it.
The reason I asked for the day off is because lots of things are happening right now in my life and I needed some relax time because when this happens I just close off and don't deal with it.
My brother moved out a few months ago and decided to not contact us at all since then, which is extremely worrying for my parents. He also had a fall out with his boss and no longer has a job. As he is only 18 and on his final few months of his apprenticeship this is an awful situation. My Dad is also in Indonesia at the moment (he travels all the time for his job) and is unable to help my Mum so that job falls to me. As a depressed 16 yr old I cannot deal with that, but alas they can't see that so I have to deal with a crying mother and hearing the exact same thing repeated 100 times a day. To add to this my friend stayed over on tuesday and wednesday night which is fun but a hassle.
We got in contact with my brother yesterday and he should be coming over tonight but I really don't want to be in this house anymore, I can't deal with the stress.
Until next time..
(I'm trying to think of a cool name/sign off for myself)
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